What is love.
Thursday, June 21, 2012 @ 6:24 AM
Finally can blog again, managed to squeeze time from my busy
schedule. Actually wanted to blog about GB chalet or the Korean bbq I got with
my clique, but there’s something that has been bothering me yesterday and now,
so just want to share about it. I hate bottling up stuffs, and make myself feel
suffocated. I never fail to do that okay. If you don’t like lengthy post,
please don’t read okay. >:
Most of the time I’ve been wondering what is true love, and
why does love hurts so much. How would you define love? Is there really love at
first sight? Is there anybody that likes two people at a time, not two-timer,
but yeah. I’m seriously confused by all
these rubbish. I’m sure a lot people tend to think or worry a lot because of
love issues. I admit I’m one of them okay, and I really don’t mean it, but
that’s just me. When I’m looking back at the past now, I would just wonder why
did I even be in a relationship, or was it just an immature decision.
I really learn numerous stuffs in one of the relationship I have
been through. In the past, I was merely an ignorant girl that gets jealous
easily, gets angry at the smallest thing, someone who is really possessive, one
that can’t afford to lose anything, and I feel totally like a bitch now. I mean
it. I didn’t know I hurt the person I loved so deeply, I tried to salvage this
relationship but effort was futile. This really made me learn, and I managed to
let go of him.
Love is patient and kind. It has no envy, nor it boasts
itself and it is never proud. Love enables us to keep on moving, serve as a
motivation in every aspect of our life. Love should be experienced and not just
felt. Love between two people can’t be measured, it is unconditionally. Love is inherently free, it cannot be bought,
sold or traded. You cannot make someone love you, nor can you prevent it, for
any amount of money. If its true love, you will just love the
person as a whole, you won’t judge him or her, you will just give in your best,
you will completely love that person despite the hurt caused. This is what I
feel, not everyone will feel this way. Everyone have their own thinking, but
this is love for me. <:
I just viewed
a friend’s blog who talked about the past, about his love life. And what now?
He’s confused with who he truly likes and who he truly wants to be with. I’ve
been through it okay, and I swear the feeling isn’t good. It’s not that I want
to be indecisive, but I just couldn’t make up my mind, until this point of
time. I guess I really need to clear up everything in my mind now, and just
focus on my studies. So, I shall just stop talking about this topic.
The world may drag you down a thousand times, but God will always be there to life you up a thousand times.♥
Sandra♥
